Gloria spent the week half in anticipation of a day without Porter and
half in anxious worry over her plans. But if her plans worried
her, her future beyond them worried her more. She had never been
a risk-taker or a rule-breaker. Lately she had doing a lot of
both and she felt uneasy, like someone waiting for the other shoe to
drop, waiting for fate to lower that proverbial boom and she was sure
when it did, it was going to come smack down on her.
She had prepared to spend most of Friday running data through the
computer models, and producing the month's reports. She had
to alter the data on 5110 or they might question further and find the
rat missing. The Institute had their own agenda as well and she
often wondered if the work that she was doing actually meant
anything. If they had cared at all about real research they
wouldn't hire someone like Porter. They would have noticed her
reports on Einstein. She suddenly felt as if she had wasted the
last six months of her life working for people who cared only about
return from their clients and nothing about the real miracles going on
right under their noses. She realized that she had to go through
with her plans, only she was going to care about the possibilities that
she had discovered in these two rats.
"Or am I just insane?" she asked herself out loud. She nodded to
herself. Yes she was mad as a hatter. Then she giggled, and it
surprised her a little to hear herself sounding so happy. In the
stillness of the lab the slight echoing of her giggle made it sound
maniacal. She liked the effect.
Gloria had spent her whole life playing by the book. In college
she had been the complete nerdy bookworm; she studied hard and was
known as the "death of the party". She was careful in
relationships, so careful that she usually didn't have one. Her
life was a long list of "do's" and "don'ts". But something very
freeing had happened to her that day she had taken Einstein; a
self-imposed carefulness about life had disintegrated and she realized
that she felt alive. It was wonderful and invigorating but
it created a hunger in her for more of life than she had allowed
herself up until now and that hunger was creeping into every area of
her thinking.
Willoughby spent the week perfecting his catapult that turned the
Etch-A-Sketch over with enough force to clear the screen and then
flipping it back over the same way. He was also learning the
names of letters and a few words and short phrases. He was
starting to see the meaning in these language patterns. He had
learned that "H E L L O" was a greeting that humans used when coming
into contact with someone who had not previously been present. It
was fairly easy to make on his writing screen too, mostly straight
lines and right angles. It was a possibility as a first
communication with Gloria, but it didn't really express all he wanted
to say. He kept watching and practicing and learning; his
determination to succeed overruling even his desire to lie on his back
and let the warm sunlight bake through him while he napped. He
needed to talk to Gloria, to end this loneliness.
He hadn't wanted to admit it at first, he had been somewhat disdainful
of the crowding and pushing of the masses of rats at the lab. But
it had been a long time since he had talked with any creature that
understood him and although he was starting to understand Gloria more
and more, he could not reach her. He sighed at the loss of a good
nap and perhaps a dream about cheese prizes at the end of simple,
easily navigated mazes. He thought about friends and one in
particular whom he missed. Then he shook off these thoughts and
returned to his work. Letters, letters, letters. These were
the keys to Gloria; he would unlock this door of silence somehow.
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A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Anonymous
on Sun 10 Jul 2005 04:22 PM EDT | Permanent Link
Glod says: I knew he wouldn't learn much, he should watch the discovery channel, especially when they have programes about parasites on, they really rock.
Thanks for the link, it's about time. Re: Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Ned
on Sun 10 Jul 2005 06:35 PM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
I have been remiss, I know... please forgive me. Blame the poetry, it makes my head swim.
I hope Willoughby doesn't develop parasites but if he does, we have to make Gloria watch the programmes so she can kill them. She may already watch them, I don't think she is watching American Idol, Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Anonymous
on Mon 11 Jul 2005 03:25 AM EDT | Permanent Link
Glod says: You can't kill parasites after seeing what wonderful lives they'd be leaving behind!
Re: Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Ned
on Mon 11 Jul 2005 05:36 AM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Hmmm... maybe YOU can't, I am pretty sure I could.
Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Anonymous
on Mon 11 Jul 2005 11:22 AM EDT | Permanent Link
Glod says: Will this tale end before friday? I'd hate to spend 2 and a half weeks forgetting what already happened. Would you like a postcard?
Re: Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Ned
on Mon 11 Jul 2005 12:23 PM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
I have to work during the week, yet I promise I will wrap it up in just one more episode and before Friday. Can't have you hanging in suspense.
I would love a postcard. Click on "Email Ned" over there <----- and send me your email, I will reply. (Glod is so nice) Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Anonymous
on Mon 11 Jul 2005 12:57 PM EDT | Permanent Link
Glod says: You have to work? Well keep trying for that book deal.
Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Glod
on Tue 12 Jul 2005 04:48 AM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Glod says: Your house looks nice and white. I passed by your town (or whatever it is) on the way to Canada a couple of years ago.
Re: Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Ned
on Tue 12 Jul 2005 05:49 AM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
You're not the one who turned all the "Canada -->this way" signs around and caused a general migratory panic, are you?
Re: A Rat's Tale II - Part 4
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Glod
on Tue 12 Jul 2005 05:53 AM EDT | Profile | Permanent Link
Glod says: Sorry to disappoint, but no. I abused Anne of Green Gables world, if that counts for anything (the usual, sneaking in without paying, stealing money that had been thrown in the streams....).
You do get up early Ned. Trackbacks
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